My Epiphany

It’s 4 o’clock in the morning, I’m laying in bed. A pounding in my head that won’t go away.  An ache in my stomach that’s keeping me awake.  I try to calm myself down and go back to sleep but nothings working.  Random thoughts are flooding my mind.  It took me a while to figure out why.  

A video I watched today about authenticity.  For some reason it was really bugging me.  I thought to myself I need to make sure I’m being authentic, am I?  Maybe not to the extent I want it to be.  Why?  I’m promoting a product for the wrong reasons.  I’m not clear on my why.  

What made me choose to join SFM?  To learn new skills so I can help other people do the same.  That’s not enough!  

I’m a mother of three grown adults, married for 22 years.  A stay at home mom without a real purpose. I’ve always been that person that tries to make everyone feel better. 

I had an epiphany!  Then I realized my passion is to guide others to take a really good look at their lives and find out what’s missing.  I’ll promote The SFM and other products I feel can be a good solution to their problems. 

With me it was a feeling of unhappiness, unfulfillment and no peace of mind.  I didn’t have a good reason to get out of bed in the morning.  Sleeping in late made me feel like a loser. I wasn’t the person I wanted to be and was headed in the wrong direction. 

No financial independence that would give me options.  Something had to change or I would continue to be unhappy and depressed.  If I didn’t find the answer my relationship with my husband would continue to deteriorate to the point of me leaving.  

I was focusing on my husband’s flaws instead of my own.  I wonder how many other people feel that their life isn’t what they want it to be?  I can help them realize they don’t have to accept it.  There’s a better way!  

My headache is gone and I feel at peace with myself. 

Lorraine

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